Short Story : "FAITHFUL CHEATER"

My names Henry, still single but has been faithful to my partners in the past. I grew up witnessing my parents affection with each other, I ...

My names Henry, still single but has been faithful to my partners in the past. I grew up witnessing my parents affection with each other, I was so proud I can shout it out loud that my parents were the best. I even dreamt na kung mag-aasawa ako, I'll make sure na katulad nila ang marriage life ko. Until one day, nang wala man lang warning, my parents told us na maghihiwalay na sila. I was in 3rd year HS that time.

Devasted, confused, pero kailangan namin mamili kung kanino kami sasama, kay Mama or kay Papa, nalaman namin na may third party si Papa, so the most natural thing for us to do eh sumama kay Mama. I hated my father whom I idolized so much. Since then, sinumpa ko na hindi ako tutulad kay Papa, nakita ko kung pano nasaktan si Mama... I WILL NEVER CHEAT. I had some partners na hiniwalayan ko dahil sa third party. Sa lahat ng ayoko, manloloko. I boxed people who cheats. Iisa lang ang tingin ko sa kanila, they dont deserve second chance nor any chance at all.

Years passed by so fast, heartaches everynow and then pero andun pa din ang prinsipyo ko na hindi ako manloloko sa karelasyon ko. Until I met Dexter, he's seven years younger than I, to make the story short, naging kami. but it seems masyado naging mabilis ang mga pangyayari, without knowing each other first, pumasok ako sa isang relasyon na puso lang ang sinunod, along the way, problems pop out like muschrooms one after another. He has his priorities, I have mine, but I make sure na may time ako para sa kanya, pero dumating pa din kami sa point na less time for each other, Alam kong mutual pa din ang nararamdaman namin sa isa't isa. But that wasnt enough to avoid conflicts, he's always busy, less time for me. I felt like I was being taken for granted. One of the reason na naging dahilan para manlamig ako sa relasyon namin.

He promised a date with me one day. Pero hindi cya dumating. What are the odds, on the very same day, nagkita kami ni Ryan, whom I met a couple of weeks back, we definitely have chemistry, he admited he likes me, and so did I, pero dahil sa prinsipyo ko, I told him that I can't and I wont. Its not like me to decide when I'm full of my emotions, pero hindi ko alam kung ano ang pumasok sakin nung araw na yun and I let my emotions rule over my senses. I broke me very own principles and CHEATED WITH RYAN.

That was the longest one night stand I ever had. I enjoyed every moment of it. Hes very, very good, sinfully addictive. I knew the guilt will strike hard afterwards, but I was so full of Ryan that i didnt even think of Dexter during my intimacy with him.

I feel so bad not becuase I'm guilty that i cheated but because I felt IT WASNT SO BAD AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. In fact, Im still longing for his bed even until now. Thats the worst part, i was thinking it would be a bigtime melodramatic emotions for me, but it wasnt. Ive been boxing people who cheats, and now that i have my share, i can say being one of the kind isnt so bad afterall, becoming the person i hated most. Pathetic, like father like son, cheating runs in the blood.

I am not encouraging those whoever are reading this to cheat, but i wanna ask those who cheated or has been cheating... for not feeling guilty after cheating, do you feel the same way?